Beaten with an idiot stick….Being your Fool

I keep chasing Fool’s Gold

My Chess ELO has risen to 1200 but I can confirm that in life I am still getting beaten with my very own Idiot Stick.

Since Monday 13-March, my day has been dominated by the emotional side of my brain.

Task orientated things are being missed and delayed. It’s great to plan for ones’ future but the here and now requires me to wake up.

My idiot stick has always been Love. It makes me do things I wouldn’t ordinarily contemplate.  I’ve chased Fool’s Gold and been left standing there afterwards trying to figure out where I went wrong only to go do the same thing again and again.

Now how do I balance and master both emotional and logical?

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