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Man down

Plenty of uncertainty in my life over the next 4 weeks so I’ve opted for the unthinkable, PS4 decommissioning.

Parting from my PS4 is such sweet sorry

Yes, no games for the foreseeable future, well at least until I know where I will be sleeping.

I’ll probably be watching lots of Twitch.TV and thankfully Netflix now has a download offline option.

An old source fronted me some money via a proxy to get me out of this jam that I didn’t even cause.  Unfortunately, I don’t have the time or luxury to contemplate the major repercussions from taking the money.

This is just one of those things I’ll be pondering on my death bed staring up at the ceiling waiting for Jesus to take me. And believe me when I say, I’ve looked straight into the eyes of two dying husbands on separate occasions and the same look of regret haunts me till today.

So while I can still care for myself………

Let’s Play the Music and Dance.  (1936 by Irving Berlin)

No meds today 
Last catastrophic event Friday 7-April 08:20
Subject A suffered massive memory loss, chronic paranoia and delusional episodes.

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My Christmas Beach

Apart from a few emotional highs, it’s been a crap year so far. Nothing but problems and aggravating issues.

This is just the time to plan for Christmas.

December 25th, 2017 Daytona Beach

This year I want to spend it with my Mom. This has the potential to cause major upsets in my life but you only have one mother.

I need to be near her for my own sanity and I want to be somewhere safe where the weather is actually warm.

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Carrots everywhere

“If then” Rewards are being dangled in front of me like low hanging fruit by the very females who should not do it.

If you do this

Then, you will get this
Waiting for Happiness

It’s really painful especially when you cannot “do” the thing to get the actual reward.

Horizon Zero Dawn™ rewards are plentiful and really enjoyable and some of the rewards are actually reachable, I’ve ranked up to level 15 now.  I’m moving slowing on the main story and trying to do as many side errands as possible whilst exploring every nook and cranny.

Real World Travelling is my thing and when this kind of reward is in my face the anguish makes me sick to my gut.

My 2017 travel plan is defined, clear and realistic. Anything outside that will be automatically blocked and ignored.

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Keep it Clean

I cannot be bothered to delete Exchangeable Image File (EXIF) data recently so if you dig deep enough you’ll know when and where I took this image and on what device.

Cyber Crime, Cyber Bullies, Cyber Idiots…….and now Cyber Clean.

I saw this on a friend’s shelf and was sniggering for ages, marketing people enjoying the Cyber-hype.

Stick the word “Cyber” on everything

The product itself is pretty cool and basically a keyboard and device cleaner that works.

We are safe and clean

….….for now.

Available from JOKER in Hong Hong…honest I’m not making this stuff up.

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Beaten with an idiot stick….Being your Fool

I keep chasing Fool’s Gold

My Chess ELO has risen to 1200 but I can confirm that in life I am still getting beaten with my very own Idiot Stick.

Since Monday 13-March, my day has been dominated by the emotional side of my brain.

Task orientated things are being missed and delayed. It’s great to plan for ones’ future but the here and now requires me to wake up.

My idiot stick has always been Love. It makes me do things I wouldn’t ordinarily contemplate.  I’ve chased Fool’s Gold and been left standing there afterwards trying to figure out where I went wrong only to go do the same thing again and again.

Now how do I balance and master both emotional and logical?

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