Everything that has a beginning…

I seldom have an exit strategy, it just creeps on me and I find myself staring at a life milestone.

Still need to craft my Last Will. I don’t feel good, I don’t feel down, I don’t feel up. I feel disappointed.

I feel disappointed.
I feel disappointed.
I feel disappointed.
I feel disappointed.
I feel disappointed.
I feel disappointed.
I feel disappointed.
I feel disappointed.
I feel disappointed.
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I feel disappointed.
I feel disappointed.

..time to let go.

The maze of Digital hygiene

Digital: An abstract mess of details. What is my data, company data, public data, who owns it, who can share it, can I unplug from it?

Most folk willingly sign up for privacy notices just to use a service without really understanding the risk or their obligations or even reading the 20+ pages of nonsense.

Regulations wrap us up in legal jargon that is often difficult to understand and is contantly changing.

I’m so sick of being an “expert”.

How do I get out of this one?

Chapter 1: Acknowledging the Starting Point

Every journey begins with acknowledging where you are

I was fairly self aware but today I faced up to my obesity and hit the gym for the first time in months. My first steps included confronting my poor eating and sleeping habits, lifestyle, and mindset of denial.

Several things have led to my weight gain in ’23

  • Working and snacking at home constantly
  • Comfort eating to escape unhappiness
  • No regular exercise guilted out of solo training
Looking forward to good things in 2024….Keep on trucking.

Of course, MG raised up and punished me with chronic fatigue after the workout.

Antiviral detected

Today I hit the COVID-19 vaccination lottery courtesy of Myasthenia Gravis and pretty much dropped everything to head to the Medical Centre.  Having a dodgy immune system has always been horrible weak point to live with especially for a seemingly “big tough guy”.  Now at least with this superman injection I can be amongst some of the first to be back in general population running around with immunity.

Tom Clancy’s The Division 2 – Got any drugs?

F*** off, I’m not lazy I’m Myasthenic

I finally killed off my three hunters to claim the Ridgeway Chest piece.  Goodness knows what I’ll do with it but at least the deed is done.  You probably won’t hear much from myasthenics around the world as we manage our stress levels and look to side step the pandemic.

The Openness trait is a formidable shield if somebody upsets me I tell them if someone impresses me I tell them. Of course, some people just can’t “handle the truth”. The operational intensive and pressure on back-office IT folk is an attractive and risky endeavour that repulses and attracts me at the same time.

Anyhow, I’m standing strong right now albeit staggered by occasional stress triggering a daytime sleep fest.

Running out of COVID wall counters – Tom Clancy’s The Division 2