Keeping my head up

I know how to do positive thinking, and affirmations and use mantras but when someone or something is so acidic it suddenly means nothing. Normally, it’s only someone close that can penetrate your heart so easily.

So what next?

Close off all emotional channels? Avoid any emotional contact.

Or head into pure escapism with HellDivers 2?

Finally, the sequel is out and I’m already 12 hours in at level 8. I’m with a regular squad but will probably need to add more to my friends list as my game time is badly restricted due to homegrown complaints.

Coming out of retirement to join HellDivers2

Currently, PS5 is offline in on-site storage but hoping to get back on in 10 days.

rm /path/to/2021/*

Well, this year has treated me pretty good in some ways and I’ve enjoyed a bit of success. Still, lots of areas to improve on and areas too painful to face so I’ve just put in a dark corner to rot.

2022 means just finding the courage to face the ugly painful things on my road to happiness.

Preparing to Survive in 2022 – Tom Clancy’s The Division

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Week 2 of getting back in the gym and it’s actually working with less resistance from me or anyone around me. So easy to change habits sometimes but it seems I haven’t even got time enough to blog properly about it.

PS Plus turned on

Running around snipping folk in Far Cry® 6

Banned again

Yeah, it’s official, the lady in my life totally flipped out because of my Div2 grinding. Of course, this type of behaviour is kinda expected so I banned myself for the next 2 weeks until things cool down a bit.

Meanwhile, I’ll hunt for a Dopamine replacement maybe just read a book or watch a movie.

Got myself banned again – Tom Clancy’s The Division 2

Gamer’s foot

Holy cow, COVID-19 has been blamed for lots of health issues, mental issues and financial hardship.  I suspect I can’t blame my current case of suspected Oedema in my right foot.  Suddenly swollen ankle probably due to hours of non-stop activity at my workstation / PlayStation 4 and a massive amount of physical inactivity.

So now my rehab consists of hourly foot exercise, Ginger tea, no Fast Food and, when the pain eases, a walk around the block every day.

Slim chance of getting my Vaccine – Tom Clancy’s The Division 2

Today is a Good Day

A New Year, New Job and a New President.  I have nothing but Happy Feelings right now and so proud that the United States of America has been reclaimed. Never let a tyrant into the White House again.

Notably J.Lo singing us into a truly historic moment. 

Mr. President, I was you the best of Luck and Health and congratulations.

Democracy has prevailed