My games library contains more filler and incomplete games than usual. Time to delete some.
inFAMOUS Second Son Just Cause 3 God of War® III Retro Library – PacMan etc.
Open Worlds games at least give the illusion of choice
These button-bashing teenager games are brilliant but far from my usual Open World Player Verses Environment (PvE) setting.
I still need to complete Tales from the Borderlands and Until Dawn. Re-living the BioShock series is excellent but I’m waiting for FarCry 5 (early 2018) and Horizon Zero Dawn: The Frozen Wilds (Nov 2017).
Star Wars Battlefront II (17-Nov 2017) is going to be hard to resist but Last of Us 2 and Days Gone are still nowhere to be seen.
Had my last 60mg of Pyridostigmin (Mestinon) today
The Top 30 Chat Apps are nothing more than Cocaine for the Brain. The moment you have the app installed you are pulled to finding out if anyone sent you a message or curious to see what others are talking about.
It’s been going on since school times and you know it.
The kid in the corner with no friends is teased and mocked as is the person you doesn’t use Chat Apps. Opting out of Apps has become a survivalist thing to help combat my susceptibility to Myasthenia gravis (MG). There are so many downsides though, lack of friends, people don’t know how to contact you, you are always last to know, conversations are out of sync.
Decision Fatigue
Too many freaking things to work out and do. I need to keep it simple and clean.
Time wasted
I’m a tech so tend to deep dive into any App setting especially the InfoSec implications.
Stress
If I connect or disconnect from anyone they really take it personally when in fact I’m just not feeling good that day or moment.
Wasting energy
My levels fluctuate unexpectedly and nothing is more draining than checking the phone 100+ times a day for a message that I’m emotionally linked to.
Money money
I try to embrace the same clothes idea just so I don’t have to make decisions on what to wear and it’s so refreshing and automatic. The downside is that people think you have no clothes or maybe you’re stinky. Quite frankly, I don’t give a dam.
Too many decisions
No meds today, 1 daytime nap, 1 massive personal argument
Exercised 30 mins, feel physically good today, no cough or infections
My mother is still vibrant at age 89
Dad died leaving me a massive legacy of Happiness and Hope.
He was a Man of his Word.
My daughters are happy, healthy and talkative
My Myasthenia gravis (MG) is dormant, I’m strong and healthy
I have a partner that Loves me and is on my side
I have property assets
I have the ability to travel, live, work and drive
in any country I choose
I have a thriving career in an industry I enjoy.
This time next year….
Why Computers games work so well
Well, they let you see and feel it now
Want to drive a high end fast car…get a copy of GTA
Want to climb a mountain…get a copy of Horizon Zero Dawn
Want to deep see dive…get a copy of ABZÛ
Don’t stop there though….follow through with the physical world experience.
Time for a trip down to Portslade, sit on my favorite bench and meditate.
Cooking up a new partnership but keeping it simple this time. Clear lines of communication and a Non-disclosure before getting into the meat of the action.
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