Like a sponge, I absorb all the things that are wrong in a situation. I become accountable by default and cannot shift the responsibility even though there are so many things clearly out of my influence. It’s a flawed personal trait which constantly damages me.
It’s amplified when I try to assist. Sometimes, I can find a solution and all is well but mostly things fall flat bringing me with it.
Solution: Normally, I’d dive into Div 1 or something and go shoot things in the face but for now the best is Isolation Mode with near zero human interaction.
Result: 12 hours later: Emotional state restored