The Cancer Car

Borrowed a friend’s car today and got a little taste of what life used to be like.

The freedom of the road is unparalleled, this little bubble of metal on wheels gives you power and control over self and space to think.

Anyhow, it was just for a few hours but tasty.

The owner is a smoker so it was like driving an ashtray….my eyes, mouth and lungs were crying out for fresh air.

Amazing how smokers are immune to this side effect.  I think I murdered half my taste buds just by sitting in the Cancer Car.

120mg today

Consequences schmonsequences, as long as I’m Rich!!!

Massive work-life conflict is on the rampage with me, even eating an Apple is complicated nowadays.  I really wish my actions would not have such deep long lasting impact all the time.  It’s like I can’t afford to make a single strategic error in work or play.

Holidays are hard work
Work is hard work
Love is hard work

Working long hours hardly makes me better it just gives me more alone time.

So in under 15 years, I’ll be retired…but what does that look like?

Too young to retire, too old to start again

Will I have to depend on someone to care for me physically and financially?

 

Did you take a picture of me?

Nowadays, you can’t walk two minutes without someone or something taking your picture.

Daddy’s Girl

Instead of snappy away, I prefer to savor the moments in my mind.

Games are a different matter though and I simply had to share the Eye Candy of Horizon.

With only 10 minutes gameplay, Horizon Zero Dawn™ is clearly a top grade experience worthy of all the hype. I’m not really prepared for this game but the Father daughter intro walks you through the control system seamlessly.

Next 14 days will be rough so this is just the distraction I need to cope with “real” life.