So much has changed over the years. The Internet is now a mandatory thingy for so many people, in fact, 2 billion on them use this thing called Social Media like it’s life itself.
I couldn’t get back to East London today so used the Internet to look you up, funny that it’s like you’ve been online for 24 years.
Anyhow, gotta get back to work. I really miss you, Dad and Victor, trust me when I say “I will never forget you”.
Thanks to my PlayStation Plus subscription, the African episode of Assassin’s Creed Black Flag is now free as a stand alone.
The game is dated but I jumped into the Adéwalé character pretty fast and now I know why the following notice is posted on all their games.
Inspired by historical events and characters. This work of fiction was designed, developed and produced by a multicultural team of various religious faiths and beliefs.
Dear White People…run for your lives
It was pretty uncomfortable seeing Black slaves being abused, especially women being chased by White overseers. The game gently takes you through ways of how to free slaves from Plantations and get your own ship.
Gives me a pretty good reason to Level up to slice and dice White people in the most brutal ways just for fun but I guess the game is on the edge of being politically incorrect.
For the last 8 years, I’ve spent Christmas Day outside the UK. And for very good reason, it’s cold, expensive, super commercial and there has been very little personal reasons to be there on the day.
Of course, this year that all changed and I find myself considering a contemporary Family London Christmas dinner. If I do it very well I can have the best of both words, City celebrations in London and Beach time in Florida.
Amazing what you actually do for Love but it’s keeping me buzzing and feeling great every day.
Today 30 mins cardio, no meds today, no aches, pains or infections
Stop, Look, Listen (To Your Heart)The Stylistics original in 1971 is up there amongst my most favourite ballads. A colleague taught me about the Ladder of Accountability and it dawned on me how many areas of my life have seen me scale and slide down that very Ladder multiple times.
Living on past truimps leads me into a world of resentment and “Do you know who I am” territory.
For the longest time, I languished on Level 4 believing I was actually doing something when in reality I was wasting time and taking the blame. Right now, I’m probably on Level 6.5 and happy to have documented enough stuff to realise truly what the reality is.
Responsible and ProactiveLevel 8 - I Make it Happen
level 7 - I seek Solutions
Level 6 - I Own it
Level 5 - I acknowledge reality
Victim mentality - ReactiveLevel 4 - I wait and Hope
Level 3 - I make Excuses
Level 2 - I blame and Complain
Level 1 - I'm unaware or in denial
“You’re alone all the time Does it ever puzzle you Have you asked why?”
The Top 30 Chat Apps are nothing more than Cocaine for the Brain. The moment you have the app installed you are pulled to finding out if anyone sent you a message or curious to see what others are talking about.
It’s been going on since school times and you know it.
The kid in the corner with no friends is teased and mocked as is the person you doesn’t use Chat Apps. Opting out of Apps has become a survivalist thing to help combat my susceptibility to Myasthenia gravis (MG). There are so many downsides though, lack of friends, people don’t know how to contact you, you are always last to know, conversations are out of sync.
Decision Fatigue
Too many freaking things to work out and do. I need to keep it simple and clean.
Time wasted
I’m a tech so tend to deep dive into any App setting especially the InfoSec implications.
Stress
If I connect or disconnect from anyone they really take it personally when in fact I’m just not feeling good that day or moment.
Wasting energy
My levels fluctuate unexpectedly and nothing is more draining than checking the phone 100+ times a day for a message that I’m emotionally linked to.
Money money
I try to embrace the same clothes idea just so I don’t have to make decisions on what to wear and it’s so refreshing and automatic. The downside is that people think you have no clothes or maybe you’re stinky. Quite frankly, I don’t give a dam.
Too many decisions
No meds today, 1 daytime nap, 1 massive personal argument
Exercised 30 mins, feel physically good today, no cough or infections
To the Bat Cave
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