Massive work-life conflict is on the rampage with me, even eating an Apple is complicated nowadays. I really wish my actions would not have such deep long lasting impact all the time. It’s like I can’t afford to make a single strategic error in work or play.
Holidays are hard work Work is hard work Love is hard work
Working long hours hardly makes me better it just gives me more alone time.
So in under 15 years, I’ll be retired…but what does that look like?

Will I have to depend on someone to care for me physically and financially?