Fell asleep at 4:30 am, I don’t know why I do this to myself.
Self-induced chronic Sleep deprivation (-3 hours)
Failure to plan personal meals
Failure to exercise
Failure to seek medical assistance
Tendency to ignore my personal health
Failure to focus on personal grooming
Failure to listen to my music
Failure to take some quiet time during the day
Note to self: Stop damaging yourself and get some “actual” deep sleep every night.
60mg today, running low. Time for a prescription refill.
On the upside, I have no knee pains and can run up stairs again.
Myasthenia Gravis strategy means have an early-warning system
16:25: It kinda happened mid-sentence, a sudden surge of weakness behind the right eye socket rendering me temporarily stunned and unable to think and function.
The rest of my body is fine but looks on unable to help.
Myasthenia can be a Son of a Bitch for timing and for me, it often hits during times of intense personal emotion pressure from those close to me.
Standard Operating Procedure kicks in and I head to the nearest bed to administer nature’s cure….PURE SLEEP.
21:12: Things are back to “normal” and I’m feeling strong and alert. Checking digital messages to see what happened while I was missing in action.
60mg of Pyridostigmine sit on my desk, I haven’t taken any today.
I should hit the gym but think I’ll just finish up in the office, leave around 11 pm and then hit the PS4 till 2 or 3 am.
Today Ghost Recon® Wildlands Open Beta goes Live to the general public for 120 hours.
It’s a standard strategic move to grow the community before the game goes on sale and for the most part an excellent experience for all types of players.
You can tame her but careful, she bites
Open Beta’s is a boost of Oxytocin or a School Boy Crush 10 times the normal levels.
The downer comes pretty fast as you realise you haven’t got the resources to play the game for any extended period of time.
No dedicated time
No enough money to buy the game in the first place
….and no one to play with.
It sucks and you wonder, why play the Beta in the first place?
Well, like Love, better to have a neurotransmitter dopamine rush for a short time than nothing at all.
Dopamine is commonly associated with the ‘pleasure system’ of the brain
One of the things that make BioShock such a great title is the sound design.
As you wonder through the first level you can hear Fitzgerald’s God Bless the Child in the background and can easily eavesdrop on the conversations of your enemies around every corner.
Destination this summer – Daytona Beach
Pretty early on, you are faced with critical moral decisions – rescue or kill.
It’s at this point you really have to get your head straight.
Got a bit stressed out last night. Back to usual dosage 60mg today.
Diana and Marvin sang it well in 1971
You’re alone all the time Does it ever puzzle you, have you asked why You seem to fall in Love and out again Do you ever really Love or just Pretend Why fool yourself
Don’t be afraid to help yourself
It’s never too late, too late to
Stop, Look
Listen to your heart, hear what it’s saying
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Note to self: Stop damaging yourself and get some “actual” deep sleep every night.
