Category: Myasthenia Gravis

a condition causing abnormal weakness of certain muscles.

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Trance

Suffering from mild tiredness. Only had 3 hours sleep and feeling a little flight fatigue.

Sometimes you just have to wait

Needed a few hours to regenerate.

It usually takes me a day to recover from any return air travel even a 2-hour flight. It’s like an out of body experience where I’m looking at myself from a drone prospective.

During the recovery time, I’m susceptible to suggestions,  prone to error and lack basic judgment.

Consequently, I hibernate before hitting general population.

01:48 – regeneration completed and I feel pumped up and ready for action, no meds taken.

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14 days off-line

I’m back on the PlayStation Network after 14 days of being totally offline. So I didn’t quite make my 30 days goal and actually have no reason to stay off gaming right now.  I kept up-to-date by watching fellow games on Twitch.

Relocating to a new game base is refreshing and I’m actually not on junk food path. This forces me to plan meals and walk up two flights of steps every day.

As usual, going back online means deploying mandatory game and system patches. In my case, I had to upgrade to version 4.55 with 360mb of updates alongside various game title updates.

I jumped into HELLDIVERS™ as a system check and added Abzû to my library.

Abzû was released August 2016 and should be a pretty relaxing game.

With a major certification exam planned for December, I need to re-start my reading and research activity, book my exam and order the courseware.

London is my strength it allows me clarity of thought and is great for clothes shopping and catching up with friends or family.  Wanted to visit GP to get more meds but no time right now.

120mg today.

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I miss Chicken

Meal planning is on the list of  ‘things I need to do better’.  Since July 2016, my unbalanced lifestyle has disintegrated into setting for junk food convenience every 48 hours.

My upper body needs lots of work but generally, health is OK.

No aches and pains, no medication and no eyelid weakness…feeling good.  For months I haven’t been able to work Chicken into my meal plans amazingly because of both financial and logistic reasons.

New Chapter

Time for a fresh new cupboard, new kitchen ingredients and proactive meal planning.  Also, it would be good to build up a small wine collection again.

It’s important to me and my well-being.

My wannabe hobbies outside Gaming and Tech

Cooking
Wine collecting
Cologne collecting
Photography
Body toning
Meditation
Spa treatments
Live Jazz and dining out

Things I’d like to learn

How to ride a bike
How to swim properly

Lately, it’s more like I’m just existing rather than living.  Eating to stay alive as opposed to savouring the flavours and textures.

Time to smell the Roses again.  It would be good find a Church I’m comfortable with but that’s a real long shot right now.

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Carrots everywhere

“If then” Rewards are being dangled in front of me like low hanging fruit by the very females who should not do it.

If you do this

Then, you will get this
Waiting for Happiness

It’s really painful especially when you cannot “do” the thing to get the actual reward.

Horizon Zero Dawn™ rewards are plentiful and really enjoyable and some of the rewards are actually reachable, I’ve ranked up to level 15 now.  I’m moving slowing on the main story and trying to do as many side errands as possible whilst exploring every nook and cranny.

Real World Travelling is my thing and when this kind of reward is in my face the anguish makes me sick to my gut.

My 2017 travel plan is defined, clear and realistic. Anything outside that will be automatically blocked and ignored.

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Zombies roaming the UK…really?

A rather unfortunate headline. Usually, when I hear the term zombie I jump to thinking how best to kill them.

From the Evil Dead to The Walking Dead I’ve watched hordes bring butchered for decades and killed countless in Zombie games.

Real life Walking Dead

The drug called Spice is real and deadlier than Cocaine. The users aren’t Zombies but typically homeless people trying to escape homelessness.

If we view them as people we would fight the issue. If we see them as Zombies we will try to figure out how to hide them, get rid of them or ultimately kill them.

I’ve never been homeless but fly way too close to hopelessness.

Hanging on by my weakened spirit at the moment.

No medication for me today.