Give me a freaking break….

Today was a full on Blitz taking up all my emotional space.  I’m feeling overwhelmed and empty with the urge to give up or run away.

Supporting others is draining but I’m fairly good at it.  Zero medication today.

It’s a Monday so maybe they were just saving it up for me.

On a different topic, ever notice how some people put all their data on a single SmartPhone that is not fully backed up?

It’s like the Filofax era……lose the device and you are screwed.

Or even more likely, the device fails or is breached.

Why keep 5000 emails on your device?

People just haven’t got the time or the interest in taking care of basic personal system administration tasks like email clean up or password management.

Did you take a picture of me?

Nowadays, you can’t walk two minutes without someone or something taking your picture.

Daddy’s Girl

Instead of snappy away, I prefer to savor the moments in my mind.

Games are a different matter though and I simply had to share the Eye Candy of Horizon.

With only 10 minutes gameplay, Horizon Zero Dawn™ is clearly a top grade experience worthy of all the hype. I’m not really prepared for this game but the Father daughter intro walks you through the control system seamlessly.

Next 14 days will be rough so this is just the distraction I need to cope with “real” life.

Yes, I think I’m better than you

Sometimes it’s great just to say it out load.

Elite gaming gives you “all access” permission to shout out that I’m better than you and prove it.

Elite gaming can be taught

The problem is that you can’t be great at everything.

Experts are often critically vulnerable in areas outside their specialism. Ask a Sniper to run the Medic role and he’ll die multiple times before getting the hang of it.

On Monday I’ll start my Horizon Zero Dawn™ experience after seeing Logan on Saturday with old mates. With a reported story mode of 30 hours, I expect to rinse out Horizon for at least 6 months.

I’m running through major decision points in my story, risks are high and outcomes are uncertain.

New Batch, New Title

It’s been at least 4 days since my last dosage and all it well.  I pick up a new batch today.

Avoiding the hype and play the game

No symptoms, which is excellent considering my recent landlord stresses.

Over the next few days, I’ll grab a physical copy of Horizon Zero Dawn, probably from Argos or some major retail store.

I’m having to consciously avoid the hype and spoilers but so far the FarCry Primal comparisons point to it being my kinda game.

Dream within a Dream with a Dream

Woke up relaxed using a gentle music alarm as opposed to my normal sharp shock alarm.

A night with no games

Still got to work on my sleep pattern. It’s clear that my mind is not settled.

60mg today.

It’s gonna be a good day