{"id":5782,"date":"2022-10-07T19:51:55","date_gmt":"2022-10-07T19:51:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/?p=5782"},"modified":"2022-10-07T19:55:13","modified_gmt":"2022-10-07T19:55:13","slug":"my-fault-really","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/?p=5782","title":{"rendered":"My fault? &#8230;.really?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Like a sponge, I absorb all the things that are wrong in a situation. I become accountable by default and cannot shift the responsibility even though there are so many things clearly out of my influence.  It\u2019s a flawed personal trait which constantly damages me.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignright size-medium is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/white-male-gb33421d67_1920.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/white-male-gb33421d67_1920-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5781\" width=\"213\" height=\"213\" srcset=\"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/white-male-gb33421d67_1920-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/white-male-gb33421d67_1920-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/white-male-gb33421d67_1920-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/white-male-gb33421d67_1920-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/white-male-gb33421d67_1920-1536x1536.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/white-male-gb33421d67_1920-100x100.jpg 100w, https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/white-male-gb33421d67_1920.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 213px) 100vw, 213px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s amplified when I try to assist.  Sometimes, I can find a solution and all is well but mostly things fall flat bringing me with it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Solution<\/strong>: Normally, I&#8217;d dive into Div 1 or something and go shoot things in the face but for now the best is <em>Isolation<\/em> <em>Mode<\/em> with near zero human interaction.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Result<\/strong>: 12 hours later: Emotional state restored<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Like a sponge, I absorb all the things that are wrong in a situation. I become accountable by default and cannot shift the responsibility even though there are so many things clearly out of my influence. It\u2019s a flawed personal trait which constantly damages me. It\u2019s amplified when I try to assist. Sometimes, I can &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/?p=5782\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;My fault? &#8230;.really?&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[87],"class_list":["post-5782","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-gaming","tag-personal-disaster"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5782","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5782"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5782\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5786,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5782\/revisions\/5786"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5782"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5782"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5782"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}