{"id":4447,"date":"2018-10-21T13:23:08","date_gmt":"2018-10-21T13:23:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/?p=4447"},"modified":"2018-10-21T13:33:24","modified_gmt":"2018-10-21T13:33:24","slug":"lifting-my-head-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/?p=4447","title":{"rendered":"Lifting my head up"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>For the past 11 months, I\u2019ve had my head down trying to deal with my own worries. \u00a0Missed a few major events because of it such as The Royal Wedding, The World Cup and Aretha Franklin\u2019s funeral. \u00a0I have a weakness in saying &#8216;No&#8217; and every time someone raises an issue my instinct is to provide a solution.<\/p>\n<p>Like any combat medic there comes a time when you can\u2019t heal yourself&#8230;..Then it\u2019s game over and you are downed.<\/p>\n<p>I miss my friend Nev, he was always at a standard I wish I could reach\u2026.morally grounded.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a bright New Year for me now so time to rewind, refresh and start working on my goals&#8230;again.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_4448\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-4448\" style=\"width: 525px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/s-l1600.jpg\" rel=\"noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-4448 size-large\" src=\"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/s-l1600-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"525\" height=\"394\" srcset=\"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/s-l1600-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/s-l1600-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/s-l1600-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/s-l1600.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 525px) 100vw, 525px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-4448\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Brilliant days of analogue tapes<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For the past 11 months, I\u2019ve had my head down trying to deal with my own worries. \u00a0Missed a few major events because of it such as The Royal Wedding, The World Cup and Aretha Franklin\u2019s funeral. \u00a0I have a weakness in saying &#8216;No&#8217; and every time someone raises an issue my instinct is to &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/?p=4447\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Lifting my head up&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[123],"class_list":["post-4447","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-gaming","tag-adept"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4447","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4447"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4447\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4457,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4447\/revisions\/4457"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4447"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4447"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clickonyx.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4447"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}